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Name: Jess
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: New York City
Birthday: 2/6/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: DANCING in the RAIN, spending ENTIRE days @ the hball courts, spiking that volleyball, singing @ the top of my lungs so people OUTSIDE can hear, dont TELL me i dont EAT enough.. [trust me. i do.], dancing on some mat with arrows =D, RPGs >=), buying a bunch of clothes ON SALE =D, playing "BEAUTIFUL" music on the piano, the feeling of being all wrapped in someone's arms, having people call just so say "hi", doggies, my ADORABLE litto squirtle, (= ohh man, i could on on forever -- ^^
Expertise: bklyntech varsity handball&volleyball


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Sunday, June 18, 2006

   haha, well you all know what this post is about. lols =)

it was cool enough. lols talk about massive numbers of pictures. lolols we're exchanging everywhere. it makes it especially difficult seeing as i still have 56k *sigh*. LOL it's all good lols. people are being patient enough. hahas

ohh man the only thing i have to complain about was the damn food. they served the driest piece of chicken ever! holy crap. that was just not cool. lols and the cheese cake was like smaller than 1/2 a comp mouse lmaoo alright. sorry bad food makes me angry lmao. youd think that @ the marriot marquis in times square the food would be great. sheesh. LOL

well yeaa i'll just cut to the chase. hahas some people went to a comedy club after, but i went to a cafe to just relax a little. lols then we eventually headed to lam's and went to GCP to watch the sunrise. it was pretty darn awesome ^^. x3 so yea. here are some pics =) x3 lols [that i stole btw. lolols]


the girls


the guys. [TELL ME THAT'S NOT HOT THEY WAY THEY POP OUTTA THE LIMO!] x3 lmao. i thought it was cool. lols


everyone before prom. =)x3


some of the limo going there.


girls at prom =)


group of guys =) x3


me&lam in the limo x3 =)


this was wayy early in the morning when we were getting ready to watch the sunrise. =D lols we started walking to see whether it'd be a better view from someplace else and then we turn around and see everyone on the steps taking pictures -_- oyy. ahhaha the suns pretty, no? =D


this was after the sun had risen. ISNT IT A COOL PICTURE? lmao. i wanted to get the sun in, and didn't think i could. and then SUPER abel guan comes along and saves the day!! greayt photographer, no? =)

mhmmm. wayyyyy too many pics to upload. lols i've been stealing from everyone. people'll prolli post them all up soon. ahhas =D hope everyone had a good time.

can you believe high school is over? =D

OHHH EVERYONE SEND ME PICS IF I DIDN'T GET TO YOU ALREADY! hahaha =)x3


Monday, April 17, 2006

just woke up from a nice little nap =) har har. arent those the best? you know the ones that arent planned? you feel all energized a second before until you pick up that calculus book ><.. lolol *nods* and now i feel like poo. hahas but it's all good hahas. jess hasnt been sleeping very well these past few days [boo hoo] lol

jess went to her good old 173 yesterday! =) lol it was pretty cool. lol it's kinda funny how we all like gravitate toward 173 when the weather's nice hahas. =) there were a lot more "old" [people so to speak] this time, so it wasnt so bad lol gosh. i seriously have been such a hermit these past few weeks/months. ahhahas x.o oyy im such a scrubb now! >< aish. lol it slowly started to come back, but still, not pretty hahaas >=x hahas too much being cooped up studying calc and playing pump x.o lol i have a blister on my toe! *sobs* lolol

mann i can't wait till after the CALC BC AP >< geebus. it's been keeping me from having any sort of fun! x.o *bursts into tears* loll then it'd be safe to develop that long awaited senioritis which is months late, mind you =/ lolols i've missed birthdays after birthdays [sorry guys ><;;]

oohh and did you all hear the good news? =) har har. jess ish going to stony brook! =) har har. i get to be amongst my favoritest cousin Li! =D yahoo. lol we finally get to go to the same school. its funny cause we've been living on the same street [just a few blocks down] ever since we were born, and yet, we've never been zoned for the same school ever... lololols so now the fun begins! lols [well, lets hope not too much fun lol ] jess has to keep her grades up! lol but yeaa our idea of fun'll prolli be like hours of handball  anyway 0=) lolols but you know what going to stony means! lol i'll be back every weekend >=D HYAH HYAH HYAH!! lol [just when you thought you were rid of me..] lolol =) yup yup yups. lols jess is on her way to having people call her, "DOCTOR LOUIE!" LMAOO. "send me your children!" [yup that'll be my "slogan" lolols] x)

yupss dude i havent blogged in ages. lol i suppose you grow out of this darn thing. lol i used to have like a crapload of things to say about like one day! lol i guess my life's been pretty darn boring  dont you? LOL =) hahahas i've been too lazy ahhas. the number of xananans <~ dude i dunno what term that use.. lolols is diminishing! lols yeaa hahas enough babble lols

so who's going to stony? alright, rather, where are you going to college? >=)


Sunday, February 19, 2006

soooo how's everyone been? =D

dude i haven't been online in ages >< hahas. i had complications x.o argh. lol it was frustrating at first, but hey. you learn to live w/o it. lols =) you know, i still have 56k? hahahas *sigh* what can you do? lols dudeee! the WINTER TRIP is the week after the break! =D har har. wow. time flies. march seemed so far away a few months ago. lol

dude school has been pretty good. i have speech now. lol they're acutally a lotta fun. lol lots of laughs. hahas =) sheesh. "doughnuts" lolol *sigh* hahahs nothing like impromtu speeches! =D lols anatomy has been awesome. he's been absent for like 2 weeks lmao =) what an awesome guy. nothing like 2 free periods for 2 weeks =D har har.

nerd day was pretty cool. lolol dude. i came in a 1/2 a nerd. lol i shoulda gone all out lols. i have to say that valerie & brian were my nerds of the day. lolols that was awesome =D hahas.

dude calculus has always beeen horrible for me. lols >< any BC CALC ppl wanna help tutor jess? lol. im kinda hopeless here >< ughs. i hate feeling so clueless. baahh humbug. but hey. handball season's coming up! =D how nice? lols totally need to get out there for some hardcore handball! lol ive become such a softee >< ooghs. lol darn weather's not cooperating. lol i think thats the difference though. i used to be so enthused about hball T.T lols i used to play in like crazy temperatures/weather x.o oh well! lols

im finally 18 >=). haha.

so really, how has everyone been? lols has eveyone been 'enjoying your youth?' lols [dr. tzall] lolols =) hmms. back to my geeky habits >< time to dive into that calculus! whoo hoo! =)


Friday, January 27, 2006

*smiles like a freak*

so how was your day? =) hee haww lols doo doo ohh man. second term mann! =) ohh gosh, the excitement lmao. hmms. watch me still have the same work ethic. -__- lmao its all good though =) this summer'll be awesome! lallalallala teeehee. anyone know any medical related internships avaiable for the summer? >=) har har. lols [hahas heres that "work ethic" kicking in already] lol eh, you are what you are.

i finally got to see king kong today. dude it wasnt that awesome. lolols =) maybe cause i got kinda sleepy and king kong dies!!! -_- lol im like the only one in the world that didn't know he dies @ that end.. LOL what a shame. lols i imagined that like they all realized that he was a "good guy" and like took him back to his island or something.. i was like O.O wait, what?! lol but thats ok. lol

yea.. i dont really have much to say today =) *smiles* oooo jess is gonna be 18 soon! *gasps* lols i still act like a 5 year old. x) but thas ok! lol tch.[at least you wont find me swinging on swings and sliding down kiddie slides at the kiddie parks! x33 =9]

what a wonderful world.x3


Saturday, December 31, 2005

//edit o1.o1.o6 =)
ohh man i totally missed the countdown for the ball drop LMAO regis was counting down differently from the rest of the people @ times square. and you know, knowing how i have ADD and all (lol) i was like OMGGG and i got all confused. it was so anticlimatic -__- hahas ohh well! 1st time for everything right? -_-
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haha dudes whats going on? lol i used to update xanga like everyday. HAHAH =x i guess i've been a little busy >< but then who didn't know that? -__- hahas dude. im sorry im never able to do anythign. hahas i know. ive become so "uncool" in the words of kenny  pshhness. LMAO. it's true though. i remember back in sophmore year I used to go out too much. it was the best. i sociallized with a lot more people, and actually went places hahas but dude. my grades were atrocious. ahhas =x more or less. whatever man. it's almost over right guys? it's the home strettttchhh!!. haha. how many times have i said that? -__- hahas.

I'm putting the final touches on essays gosh, I have no tolerance after like two hahas. damn sophie davis lols. i have a feeling i'll prolli get rejected from a lot of schools, but hey. *shrug* i suppose it'll be ok, where ever i go. I mean it goes the same with everyone else. sometimes things happen for a reason? but dude it kinda would be nice to be accepted to the sophie davis program >=) hahahas. id get to stay close to home and stuff =). easier to keep in touch! =D kakas. but dude i dont even know how that'll turn out. =/ i guess we wont find out till later ><

hahas you have no idea how long ive been waiting for a break hahas. even this break i didnt do much. hahas and when i did, it pretty much watched movies and "hung around," which was actually enough for me. hahahas =x "its the simple things in life!" kakas im gay. i know =) but blahh i kinda wanted to watch king kong or memoirs of a geisha )= i was hyped hahas. ohh well! after finals i usppose. hahas im always putting off things -_- ahhas ohh well! lol i wanted to go watch the ball drop this year, but eh. lol theres too much to be done and the stupid weather never cooperates. lol eventually =D doo dooo.

I cant wait to be rid of organic chem aish. that was a headache. i wish i could say that i could get rid of bc calc =/ im stupid. lol i should have taken ab or intuitive -__- who was i to think i could handle it? hmms. im taking the ACT on wednesday. hahas more missed school (; ahhas *shrug*

i honestly cant say that 2oo5 was the best year by a longshot, but 2oo6 is almost here =D kakas. and jess'll be 18 sooner than you think! =) hahas. its so sad how i never act my age =x lols one day! *points* lolols *shrug* maybe. =) hahas imagine sending your children to Dr. Louie! teeeee lmao. that'd be cool ^^

I have to say though, that as the high school years went on, I've drifted from a great number of people =/ but hey. this summer we'll all get together again k? it'll be just like the way we were in jhs =D kakas. i havent grown up since then, have you guys? =) that summer's calling for me =D hahahahs. i get all starry eyed just thinking about it keke.

kakas lets just get january over with >=) then the fun begins.. mOoaoaoahHAHAHAHHA! <~ lmao. *grins* alrighty then I'll see you guys next year! =D don't you all get too wasted tonight -_- ahahas. imme be a good girl 0=) and stay home lalaaaaaaaa =)

i should start practicing piano again. i miss it.

sooo.. whos going on that WINTER TRIP? 



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jess's wishes
`take a nice walk in CENTRAL PARK
`take a tour of NEW YORK
[it occured to me that i live here and i still dont know much about manhattan ><
`go somewhere outside of NEW YORK
`go to a broadway musical
`watch a basketball game w/ a few close friends.x3
`eat at a classy restaurant w/ a bunch of goofy friends =9
[thatd be pretty damn interesting =D]
`go on a cruise
`make a whole actualmeal w/ you guys
[not to mention eating it =9
`go eat breakfast w/ you guys ^^
[pancakes w/ whippedcream&strawberres ohh the goodness of it all =D ]
`go on a REALPICNIC w/ real green grass and everything x3
[we could play vollayball baby (=]
`go see the famous ball drop on new years eve with someone special x3



...I told yoo not to fall in love with me...

...it'll never END

bonnie&clyde


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